First newsletter/blog post/whatever, let’s go!
Gotta be honest, I’ve no idea what I’m doing with this; whether it’ll be a monthly/bi-monthly/quarterly thing; or whether it’s just something I’ll keep up with when the mood strikes. Hell I’ve not even started sharing the link to the website yet because – as I’m writing this on January 28th – I’ve not even finished making it!
But let’s get underway regardless, right?
Ahh, January: the month that always seems to feel simultaneously 1 week and 1 year long. My partner asked me the other day if I could believe it had only been 4 weeks since Christmas and it felt like I’d been punched in the stomach.
Only 4 weeks? That couldn’t be right could it?
So I started thinking about everything that’s happened for me in that 4 weeks and honestly? I could kinda see why I thought it had been far longer.
The Shoot
First week after returning from my annual Christmas family visits, I had a very exciting shoot! I have decided not to share who it is with yet until it’s edited, but for now you can have this tweet I made when I got home that evening to give you some context…

Soooooo yeah
That shoot should be out relatively soon and will be uploaded to my brand new ManyVids page! Alongside that – and future long videos – I will be selling items of clothing because I know a few of you have been asking about that for years.
The Nomination
This bit of news right here that I’m about to tell you about? I’m still riding that high. I’ve been in a mostly good mood since the 15th of January.
Literally that very morning I posted on BlueSky: “didn’t realise how small my goals were until chatting after a shoot and he was like “I want to become the most well known British male pornstar” and I was like “I want to get 1 award nomination 1 time”
Well, Steph, you naïve, silly little human, guess what?

My first award nomination! Crazy! I’m absolutely ecstatic about it – especially considering that I didn’t actually ask anyone to submit me to the pre-nominations. So now I get to call myself an award nominated porn star which is pretty nifty if I do say so myself.
“The British Babes”
Up next in this action packed January was the release of a scene I starred in alongside Cece Monroe for Grooby’s Tgirls.porn site. I was so excited for this one to come out – not least because it was so fun to film.

Cece Monroe (left) and Shattered Polaroids (right) for Tgirls.porn, shot by Kalin London, December 2024
This was super cool to come out when it did as we have actually both been nominated for Best Non-US Performer!
An extended date
Such a lovely weekend: a homecooked meal; some dinners out; a few cocktails; and a very competitive game of Star Wars Trivial Pursuit.
Oh A, you really do know how to make a girl feel special.
Friday: We had a chilled day, I hung around in lingerie all afternoon while he cooked us a lovely dinner: honey-marinated porkchops with confit-garlic mash, cabbage, and a gorgeous homemade gravy. Oh, and I made him take me lingerie shopping because who wouldn’t want to buy a gorgeous girl something sexy that you can see her in later?

Saturday: We went out for lunch, I had an absolutely huge steak and he said that if I manage to finish the whole thing he’d do whatever I want all evening. And I did. We had been chatting about Star Wars Trivial Pursuit all week because A had found it a few days beforehand – and I am very competitive. I won (obviously) and no matter how many times he says he “let me win” can take that away from me. We watched a rugby match on TV when we finished. Well, I watched a rugby match on TV – he spent most of the match with my legs wrapped around his neck and a very obstructed view of the screen. His team won though so who can complain?


Sunday: A short (2 hour) drive and we were in Cardiff, ready for a cheeky little night out. I wore that short black dress I’ve been obsessed with lately. Out for dinner I started with some really nice calamari and then panic ordered a steak for the second day in a row because I forgot to look at the menu properly before deciding.


After dinner we bounced around 4 or so different bars before going back to the hotel for something else…
Another scene? Kind of?
Aaaaaand finally, my last piece of January news: one of my scenes from UKTgirls was republished on Bob’s Tgirls! I guess the internet can’t get enough of me at the moment?
Wait Steph that’s not everything?
Wait what? Is it not? OHHH yeah I remember now. I had an eye test and got myself some new glasses and oh my god is this how everyone else sees things? Wild. I must’ve gotten used to the subtle blurriness of everything and the way every light source looked more like a twinkling star.
That’s still not everything.
Ugh fiiiine. I also had my first day-session (of 3) of a new large tattoo. It spans from just above my hip down to my upper thigh, and I will maybe consider showing you all the progress at some point if you promise to be normal about the octopus on my hip.
